Alan never thinks about their childhood but they are thinking about it now before the show starts they don’t know why though it’s before they became who they are today when everyone knew them as “alan jayson kane the son of THE baxter kane” when alan was human when they knew things that they shouldn’t at 10 years old they were an only child of a very rich family in a very nice house their father baxter kane was rich and his mother abigale kane was also a hard worker it looked like they were perfect but inside the home it was absolute hell alan’s mother never paid attention to them but when she did it was only what they did wrong and she’d yell and his father wouldn’t be any better he’d call them usless and worthless and sometimes, he’d hit when alan was human, they had long whispy blonde hair and diamond blue eyes that were always filled with tears and brusies and sorrow they’d always hide in their room and bury themself in the world of books and art, they were always seen as a weird kid because how’d they handle the problems and how they’d flare their arms when they got too worked up and how they’d show up with these sad cloudy eyes and how’d they’d never be good at talking and how they always had some sort of burises or marks on their face or body and how they’d close their eyes with tears in the ducts of their eyes. alan snaps back to reality blinking their eye so their sight is no longer blurry the feeling of sandness and regeret slowly fading into their mind they tried to push thoese feelings to the back of their mind and they try to play it off and fake a smile but they knew deep down something inside them is broken and can never be fixed like a broken mirror….