Alan awoke in the bathroom their fist scabbed over from the dried blood they touched it gingerly and a sharp sting surgered through their body then alan noticed damian asleep at their side alan carries damian back to their room and Alan stumbles into their room and they crash into their dresser creating a huge headache and they lay there for a few seconds thinking about what happened yesterday thoughts rushing through their mind dazed they finally stand up and mama k runs to help them “alan sweetheart what’s wrong you haven’t been yourself la-” alan cuts her off shouting “I’M FINE WILL YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?!” mama k backs up her screen flashing and glitching as she tics a bit natalie runs in her eyes narrowing “what the hell alan why are you yelling?” she asked rudely alan shoves her away “GO THE FUCK AWAY YOU STUPID ASSHOLES!!!” alan shouted louder, hurting their own invisible ears. Natalie glares at alan and alan shoves the two girls away again trying to shove them out the door “LEAVE ME ALONE ALREADY GODDAMMIT!!!” Natalie speaks up “What the hell has gotten into you al?” and alan then locked their fist and punched natalie hard enough to send her flying backwards mama k helped Natalie up and alan’s gaze softened “i-i’m sorry natalie i-i-i-i didn’t mean to hurt you i-i……” Alan’s eye whelped up with tears natalie looks at alan a shaky look in her eyes and she got up and tried to touch Alan's arm but they backed away and they we scared of their own friend seeing their father in the vision instead of natalie alan snaps back into reality and natalie was hugging alan close making sure they were alright alan clings tightly to natalie “tell us what’s wrong alan we’re here for you” mama k said speaking up after soaking this all in alan then runs to her and hugs her tightly and they started to cry like a little baby “ALL I WANT IS TO FORGET WHAT HAPPENED TO ME BUT THE WORLD CAN’T EVEN LET ME HAVE THAT WHY CAN’T I JUST HAVE THAT!!” alan shouted still pouring out tears screaming and crying like a baby as mama k shushed them trying to calm them down as she rocked them back and forth like a mother rocking their child “it’s going to be alright alan i’m right here darling” mama k whispered holding alan tightly as alan had their break down