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chapter 11: sadness crossfades to joy

Alan was holding themself in a ball sobbing like a baby rocking themself to try and calm down. The show was canceled due to Alan's mental condition. Argos comes to Alan's room and sits next to them “hey Alan my love are you feeling alright?” Argos asked tenderly he wrapped his arm around alan in a calming manner hugging them tightly and Alan nuzzled Argos’s shoulder and Argos froze but he calmed himself down thinking to himself “it’s just alan they won’t hurt me” argos lays their head on alan’s lap trying to comfort alan but alan felt like they were floating in space and their body felt like cotton like they weren’t real but argos’s touch brought them back alan held argos close and tightly their body now feeling soft and fuzzy like a blanket alan closes their eye laying their head back on the bed  thinking about all the drama that went on in the last few days sadie climbs into alan’s lap and lays against their chest “hi daddy” she said alan’s eye widened “w-what did you call me sweetheart?” alan asked “i called you daddy because you and argos are my dad’s now right?” she asked alan felt their eye tear up as they nodded “that’s right sweetheart i’m your daddy forever and more i’ll always love you” then alan used the other pair of their arms to touch and pet Saddie’s wild black hair and they felt all their anger and sadness just slipping away and melting into happiness and joy something they haven’t felt in a while or at least it wasn’t them faking it this time Alan felt so pure and so joyful Alan's pupil turns a soft pink showing a feeling of pure happiness alan tears up but they’re not sad they’re happy but they’re crying they don’t understand but they don’t care they’re happy and that’s all they want

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